I met Ethan(Fake name that sounds like real name) half way through my 1st semester(spring 2011) and he was great. He made me smile and I loved the person I became around him. It was beautiful. We were just friends but from the day I met him I liked him a lot. So we went out and we were drunk and made out. He said, “I like you but I’m not ready for a relationship”. He seemed honest about his answer. He stopped going to school and I see him once in a while. I still like him and I am sure me and him will have something good in the near future. But till that day I’ll wait in the present.

I wrote this a while back ago on my private blog. It hurts to read this because it’s been almost a year and still nothing.
I’ve been forgotten.